my second self

gee, thanks alot..

2008-10-20T13:14:29Z

after exam, i was so relieved that it's over!!!!

but now, my mum is like screaming her bloody head off at me.
WHAT THE HECKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!
what is wrong with parents these days?!?

i was just watching a show for god's sake! the exam's freakin over okay?!
she said i should start studying now..
that i should do more housework..
and stop wasting my freakin 'precious time' in front of the comp..
garhh...!!!!!!!

is she out of her mind?!
i am so pissed i could blow off..
even my most unreasonable dad did not say anything.
i guess i was wrong, my dad isn't the crazy one; my mum is.

and while she was screaming, i was crying..
she shouted, "YOU DON'T SHOW ME YOUR FACE WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU."
"IM NOT SCARED OF YOUR TEARS OR WHTEVER.. I SHOULD JUST LOCK UP YOUR COMP!"
"GO STUDY NOW LA!! WATCH WHAT SHOW?! ABOH EVERYDAY SAID EXAM HARD.."
"OFF YOUR WHOLE COMP NOW!"

when i didn't say anything..
"YOU DEAF ARHH NOW? YOU THINK IM INVISIBLE ISIT?"

first of all, my exam's over.. so i don't pretty much care.
secondly, tell me who in their right mind would study right after exam?
WHO ?!??!?? WHO ??!?!?!?!?!
third, why would i wanna off my comp now?

i WAS so happy, and now...
thank you so much, mum!

it was unbelievable.

EDIT: god, she's still lecturing until now. kill me..
she's not even in my room! she's scolding me from outside. incredible.

twilight's official trailer

2008-10-10T17:26:58Z

the official trailer of twilight is out!
i think it's awesome.

:D

whooooooooooooooot~

EDIT: it's coming out on the 27th of november!

phase #3 is here.

2008-10-09T02:53:20Z

last but not least, PHASE #3 is here.
i had my braces on yesterday.

now, let's see..
1. the ortho and his asst. practically tore my mouth apart trying to insert those metal thing..
2. the whole bonding process took more than 2 friggin hours..
3. i went there straight after school and i was in my RC full-U until 6pm.
4. i chose the wrong colour. A VERY BIG MISTAKE. i looked hideous.
5. my dad's first sentence when he saw me: " WAH, an chua ah neh pai kua eh? "
[ direct translation from hokkien: WAH, why so ugly eh? ]
6. my mum's first sentence when she saw me: " UGLY BETTY. "
7. i couldn't eat, sleep and laugh. it hurts like crap.

and yeah, that was it..
my teeth weren't really that bad after bonding,
but the pain came hours after that.

so, i've skipped school today.
my gums and lips became really swollen, especially my lower lip.
i looked terrible. my lips were extremely thick and red and dry.
the braces also chapped my lips. =/
i woke up in the middle of the night because the pain was just unbearable.
and my swollen lips were even worse at that time.
i took some painkillers before sleeping again. it feels just a little better.

thankfully, when i woke up this morning,
the swelling has gone down a bit, but my lips are still kinda protruding outwards.
i looked like a friggin duck. i couldn't even close my mouth completely.
well, let's just hope my lips will get used to the braces ASAP and stop all this swelling.

just in case you're wondering...
i now look like this:

[this was before it was painful nor swollen]

LAUGH ALL YOU CAN.

stressing like crazy.

2008-10-03T12:16:10Z

hey y'all, im finally back from KL,
i've wasted so much time there and guess what,
I DID NOT STUDY YET.
so, let's just say im gonna die. right now.
AhhhhHHHHhhhHHHhhhhhhh....!!!!

currently, im stressing like crazy.
pimples popping out all over. headaches. temper. everything!
plus the fact that i can't eat at all makes me literally wana go siao.

PHASE #2 : another tooth was extracted and separators were inserted. im in agony!

and, one problem comes after another,
there were some spammers in xing yii's blog using my name.. oh greatttt....
haiihhhh. can my life get any worse?

p.s/: just got scolded by my mum while typing this. for not studying, of course.
i was beginning to wonder, who was the one that wanted me to go to KL in the first place?

p.s.s/: i found this link in phaik chern's blog.
all twilight lovers and haters should really read this. i LAUGHED like hell.
otahyoni.livejournal.com/130432.html
seriously hilarious.

okay now, it's time to start my revision before it's too late.
chaoxz.

farting idol.

2008-09-26T13:07:46Z

i usually won't post more than an entry on the same day,
but this video is just so funny!!
i know exam's coming and everyone is pretty stressed up,
so watch this and have a good laugh.. xD!!

one word, four letter.. L-M-A-O! :D
instead of letting her voice come out from her mouth, she chose her butt.
hahahahaha.

off to KL.

2008-09-26T07:53:41Z

i know, i know..
i've disappeared for quite some time, again.
hehehh.. can i say whoops?
just so you know, i most probably won't be updating much until exam's over..
so, this is just a short post to let you guys know that im still up and alive.
yup, still breathing and everything.. :D

tomorrow, i'd be leaving to kl for about one week.
but honestly, i really don't want to go, but i have to. =/
when i protested that i have to study for my finals,
my mum simply just said, "pack up all your books there loh.."
right.
mum, you're gonna drag me all the way to kl to study?
well, i can't blame my parents exactly. they miss my brother; so do i..
so, KL... here i come!

btw, cgl choir's closing ceremony for the year 2008 was a success.
good job to all of them who had worked hard for this event.. xD
and now, im so addicted to SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW!!
hahahaha.
i bet you guys have heard of connie talbot's famous somewhere over the rainbow,
but have you listen to nick pitera?

this is definitely not lip-syncing.. [watch his breath, then you will know]
some people claim that this is falsetto.
however, another person said it was modal voice.
well, i don't know! hahah.. what do you music people think?
whatever it is, i think it's pretty cool.. :)

[EDIT: falsetto is a male voice in an upper register beyond its normal range]

i'll be back soon.. xD

#PHASE ONE: one tooth was extracted, still in pain.

scary!

2008-09-11T08:42:45Z

okay, i think it was me..
urmm wait.. no, actually i don't know.. =/
i just thought it was scary. very scary..

i sat at the back today,
thinking maybe i could ~~sleep~~ talk better without her looking..
well of course, i was so wrong!

so, what happened was..
while she was blabbering in front, i got so bored out..
i asked chery::
" hey, what time is it already? why so long wan? "
*look at her watch* " it's time! i think the bell rang adee.. "
" really? i din hear anything wor... "
*shrugs* " i dunoo.."
" ohh, okay.. thanks. "
i looked down at my book and tried to listen to her.
but suddenly, there was a total silence.
i knew something was wrong.
so, i looked up and *%$^*@$^*&#%^*&#%,
she was staring directly at ME! me!
i was like, 'oh dearrr...'
i looked at my book again and pretended like i didn't know anything..
i was staring at the book for as long as she was staring at me.
wow, what a brilliant idea. =.=
then, she started scolding us (only me, i think) for talking..
i was pretending to be innocent the whole time. (still staring at the book, btw.)
and finally, after a whole 10-min lecture, she let us go.

after the class, everybody claimed that she was staring at them, not me.
probably she has mona lisa's eyes, you know?
like, she can stare at everybody at every angle.. hah!

oh yaa, and a lil update!
we’re currently rehearsing a drama for our english oral. :D
and the title is THE NECKLACE! hehh, sounds familiar?
we had so much fun!
still working on it but i think it's gonna be great. xD

p/s: if you think esther is the quiet type, you're wrong! she's an awesome director! :)

i think she should play all our roles! hahahaha..

results and failure.

2008-09-05T08:00:45Z

today, i finally got back ALL my marks. ):

m.maths - 86 [A1]
english - 84 [A1]
physics - 84 [A1]
history - 72 [B3]
moral - 70 [B3]
add.maths - 69 [B3]
biology - 68 [B3]
malay - 60 [B4]

and suddenly....

chemistry - 40 [E8]
...haihh.. just like i've predicted...

i did fail my chemistry; i got 38 actually.. [terrible, horrible..]
however, my teacher is kind enough to add marks for me, just so i could pass..
eventhough i still hate her class, her style of teaching,
her boring expression and her monotone voice,..
but thank you so much, teacher..!!
and...
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i might need to wear braces soon. d-i-e.

frustrated.

2008-09-03T13:40:25Z

i don't really know what's going on with me lately.
i got really frustrated over every little thing.
and right now, im still in a pretty bad mood.

well for one thing, i just got back some of my results and it ain't good. ):
i will talk about it soon. ha-ha.

secondly, i've been bombarded with loads of questions this whole afternoon.
questions which i couldn't really answer without hurting her feelings. /=
she insisted on knowing and in the end, it did sort of offended her..
now, i felt guilty.
sometimes i wish i could just lie so i wouldn't feel so bad.

also, my "best friendS" came back too.
"hooooorayyyy...!!" -.-
to make me feel worse, that is.
my whole body got bitten by them.
my arms. my legs. my back. my FACE! great.

not only that, my tooth's filling came off.
front tooth, mind you. it's been one whole week already.
~~and my parents still haven't take me to the dentist to fix that yet.~~
they DID took me to alot of dentists but there's always a problem.
it's either the doc is money-faced (she is, seriously!) or the doc is not in..
..or didn't make any appointment before that or full already, or blahblahblah.
in conclusion, i still got a hole in my tooth.
it kind of hurt at first but now, not anymore.
i think i got used to the pain.

and there's this guy named z that can't stop bothering me!
hello, i don't even know him.
yo dude, get your hands off my friend and disappear, man!
^@!&$^&*@%$@^$%!!! garhh..
i'd blocked him already. ahhh, peace of mind! :D

lastly, i still suck in my studies.
i couldn't make myself to study. in fact, im becoming lazier and lazier.
our plan was to start our revision on sept 2nd.
and guess what, i still didn't do anything at all, as usual. /=
i'd like to say this again, my results are terrible.
i am so hopeless. aikss.

i desperately need my BR. i LOVE mint, btw.

happy birthday

2008-08-21T03:22:15Z

21st august.
today is the day she finally turn sixteen.
she's my best friend... my sister.

her name is Yvonne.

there are times i absolutely couldn't stand her.
her questions, her procrastination, her actions.

but she's that one person who is always there to help me,
listen to my problems and complaints, gossip with me,
study and play together, talk about random stuff,
laugh at some stupid jokes, cry when we watch sad movies..

she's just.... always there.
in my heart. :)

we've known each other for almost 10 years already
and we've been in the same class all the way since std 1..
i think we know each other even better than ourselves. :D

well, i just wish i could wish you face-to face,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YVONNE!

pool party

2008-08-18T16:32:23Z

if you ever invite anyone to your pool party and they say they're not going down the pool,
don't believe a word they say.

16th aug 'o8 ;; saturday night
all of us went to chery's mixed bday pool party. [hers and her bro's]
and it was a blast! seriously.
her real birthday is actually on the 31st [yeah, merdeka girl..]
but she's going to sabah at that time, so we brought it forward.
omigosh, i had so much fun!
no, i bet WE all had alot of fun that night!

i don't have pics with me cos i forgot to charge my camera; these are all from chery's camera.

group pic of the day.

the bruyns' siblings. happy birthday you two!
[chery, your bro is taller than you! hahaa..]

hugging the pole: jc [ahahahahahha!!]
front: leo, chery, caryn, me, lina, ah zian, ah yii. :D

xDD!

don't ask! i have no idea what the hell was i looking at. :P

wheeeee....~

i think we were in the water from evening till night.

our "pembuli" caught in action!

and finally, another shot of everyone. :)

i shall end this post with a scream from us! :D

oh, IT WAS HELL LOT OF FUN!!
chery, don't worry..
THAT WAS A PRETTY AWESOME PARTAYY..!

i died.

2008-08-13T08:28:10Z

i knew they would do that.
i knew they would take their revenge on us.
and they did.

the exam's over today! the bloody exam's over..!

TO ME,
chemistry is absolutely the worst subject.
addmaths would've taken its place if i wasn't already so sure i'd ~~most likely~~ definitely fail chem.
only god knows what did i write for the friggin paper. yeah, it was mostly crap.
no, that won't be right. it was ALL crap!

addmaths would be next.
i left the last 2 pages blank. yeah, completely blank.
[except for a few short question in front]
and the worse part is, I DO KNOW HOW TO DO. i just don't have the time.
15 damn questions in an hour. has she gone outta her mind?!
i could have scored this paper, but now i'd be lucky enough to just pass. *!!!!!!!!*

and again, lastly.. who wouldn't know?
B-I-O-L-O-G-Y
i think it was slightly better than the last exam's, but it's hard enough to kill me.
my paper was kinda blank too but not as bad as addmaths, that's for sure.
i was so scared that i would flunk my bio again that i almost puke before the exam.
and guess what, i do think i might fail this time.
oh, what the hell.

if the list continues on and on,
i would have say EVERYTHING was tough.
okay, maybe not english, bm or math..
but other than that, it was hell.

that is why i said they did it on purpose.
they have always wanted us to die.
they were just waiting for the right moment to act.
and they finally did it.
i died.

thank you very much.

breaking dawn

2008-08-04T14:38:56Z

the fourth book of the twilight series,
breaking dawn was finally released yesterday on aug 2^nd.

i haven’t read it yet, of course, but i’ve already read the review of the book.
im really disappointed that the story of the book is going downhill and getting more and more ridiculous..
im not gonna elaborate more on it because
i know some of you wouldn’t want to know anything about it until you’ve read it yourself..

but still.. sequels ruined a good book. so i guess we better not keep our hopes high.

well, here’s a review of the story.. [read it at your own will. spoiler alert]

and i’ve recovered! :D

jumping off the window.

2008-08-02T04:32:12Z

usually, i’d go jogging with yvonne every saturday at the botanical garden.
sometimes with caryn too when she’s free,
or even with chery who lives all the way up in batu maung.
but too bad i couldn’t go today because im still sick. yes, it’s been a week already!
i figured if i don’t recover by next week, or at least the flu, i’d probably go insane..

the eyes-watery, mucus-dripping, brain-exploding, body-heating and major-dizziness are the moments where i absolutely feel like jumping off the window and die, just so i wouldn’t suffer so much..

well, these are the pictures taken in botanical garden about one month ago. i guess you should know by now that we can take pictures at just about anywhere! :)

jump jump jump!!

looking at cute guys perhaps?

caryn looks like she was searching for bugs in the first pic.
and i wasn't trying to be emo or whatsoever.. i was doing my hair when yvonne snapped the 2nd pic. lol.

three of us looking dead tired after running..

i still wanna go running today but i doubt i have the energy anyway..
and my homework are piling up like mountains and hills on my table. :(
because i skipped school again yesterday..

oh, what a suckish week to begin a new month.
exam's in about 10 days time.
wait.. is jumping off the window still an option..?

sleepover!

2008-07-29T07:52:14Z

the thing about sleepover is you don't sleep at all.
which is exactly what we did. xP

the crazy people rawking at chery's house. lol

xing yii and i went to chery's house right after school on saturday.
we were so afraid that we might fall asleep early at night, so we slept in the afternoon.
but only xing yii did managed to sleep through the day, chery and i couldn't.
those friggin people behind her house were blasting their speakers with their friggin karaoke..

later, we played badminton for about an hour before dinner,
and i stinked so badly that i have to shower immediately after the game before i eat. =X
the dinner was great, though. we had bbq outside at her porch. :D
luckily it was chilly and windy outside, so i don't sweat and stink.. heheh..

i know we ate ALOT of chicken wings..
and i've never seen anyone eat so slow yet so much in my life before. seriously!
it's amazing she's so thin when she ate a whole lot more than both of us..
xing yii finally finished her dinner at 10. [ we finished our chickens at 9 ]
but it was fun though. we just talked and talked for hours out there enjoying the wind.

the dog, however, was a big distraction.
he got so horny at one point, or as we called it "ki hiao", and started humping on everyone's leg;
well, everyone but mine!
i ran inside the house before he could even do anything to my leg!
hey, doggie, my leg is still a virgin ok?! keep your distance..
hahahahahahah.
in the end, we couldn't stand it anymore and tied him up. WAHAHAHAHA!

after we cleaned up and stuff, we went to watch some videos in youtube.
xing yii scared the crap out of us when she showed us a video. YOU EVIL PERSON!
we screamed like hell!! poor chery.. she almost cried. LOL.
at 12am, we thought we were kinda sleepy already, so we went upstairs to brush our teeth..
but when we got in the room, everyone gone crazy.
yes, completely nuts. im not kidding!

please kindly turn up the volume of your speakers to listen clearly to what are we saying..

here, we bring you.. the mysterious ticking noise – our special edition! LOL.

“ i cannot go down, cannot go up! “ ahahahha…!

i guess now i know where i got my sore throat from..
we laughed too much..! xP..

consuming too much drugs.

2008-07-28T07:29:23Z

my parents are on leave today specially for my brother,
while i skipped school today specially for my sickness.
right now, they're either in queensbay or gurney watching a movie.
and i couldn't go.
SOBBS!

im a drug "addict". =/

i felt like i haven't been sleeping for days; i can hardly keep my eyes open for long..
cough medicine are like sleeping pills..

and i seriously need to take a nap now. the medicine is kicking in..
but i still wana watch a movie though! :(

p.s.: i just came back from a stayover at chery's on sunday. i will blog about it asap. :D

sick season.

2008-07-27T14:52:33Z

i don't know is it just me or everyone is really falling sick?
well, IM SICK.
and exam's in 2 weeks time.
bleh.

my brother is coming back home tonight.. :D
i haven't seen him for months..!

autumn :)

eevy8 @ 2008-07-21T18:27:00

2008-07-21T10:22:16Z

omigoshh.
i wanna watch HANA YORI DANGO FINAL so badly!
and guess what, it’s only in japan! JAPAN!!!!! urgh~!
by the time I could watch it online, it is already end of 2oo8 , or maybe even next year.. >(

I WANNA WATCHHHHHHH!

part two~

2008-07-20T09:40:10Z

this is the continuation of the previous post.
of course, feel free to skip this entry if you like.
however, if you still wanna hurt your eyes by our vain pics,
then, you may carry on..

don’t say I did not warn you..!

yvonne, me and caryn!

caryn's peacock hair. she loves it! :D

now, countdown with us.

FIVE!

FOUR!

THREE!

TWO!

ONE!

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GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!

oh! aren't they pretty? any guys interested..? they're both single and available! xD.

YE sales!

2008-07-20T05:48:52Z

credits to caramelapples11

so yup. i did went there yesterday, im sure everyone did.
it was really crowded with shoppers and students.
there were a lot of schools participating..
and students were practically everywhere, promoting their products.
im not a YE member, but i was there the whole time to give them moral support!
but in another word, KAYPOH. xD

well, i took like zillions of pictures too.
trust me, i was bored!
all my friends were in YE and they were ALL busy, of course.
so what i did was just snapping pics.
which also meant, VAIN in that case. xD

im just gonna let the pics do all the talking :)

mr. lim guan eng with julia.

renee, ling yen, me, wyuen and jasmine

this is our principal, pn. lim yen lee and me!

chenni.

jolene.

my darlings; chery and caryn. <3

yvonne, chery and me.

and me "parading" the pomtaro around :D

beware: the vain pics are coming soon..

my dad's little adventure.

2008-07-15T14:41:59Z

#1:: always make sure that your dad knows which class are you from.

i think i might have just die by laughing too hard today.
yes, i forgot. totally forgot about it.
my dad were supposed to go to school this morning to collect my report "paper"
and he didn't know which class am i from. really!
he didn't know anythn abt the name [ 4 arif ]
he only knows im from the first class of science stream, and that's that.

so, he told me..
there's this malay student that rushed over to him the minute he got down the car.
he thought she was some student who wanted to sell stuff to him! omglmao!
he didn't know that she was actually a prefect who wanted to bring him to the respective teachers.
so, the convo went like this:

student ; my dad

sir, may i help you?
*surprised* *wah so fast ade wan me to buy stuff arh?*
err.. no, thank you. im here to get my daughter's report card.
yeah, i know. which class is she from?
*shoot!* uhh, science one!
huh?? there's no such class in our school? are you sure?
yeah yeah.. it's science one! [ he meant science stream ]
*going blur* but there's no science one wan..
*wana cabut* it's okay.. i'll find my way myself.. thank you.
*immediately tag along* sir, which class is your daughter from?

i think my dad wanna scream, " I DUNOO!!!" already..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..
later, he found his way to the form 4 classroom cause he saw wanyuen.
but he had no idea which table was it.
he wanted to ask wanyuen but she and her mum were talking to the teacher at that time..
he felt so hopeless; he couldn't find me too! ahahaha.. poor dad.
then, he was planning to guess the first table by simply mentioning my name and see if the teacher knows.
and if it's the wrong table, he said he's going back! lol..

good thing, he went to the right table
after his adventure trying to find me and my class. LOL.
in conclusion, i'd have to make sure he knows the next time then.

poor dad, poor malay prefect.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!

bloody blood-suckers.

2008-07-08T14:14:50Z

i've gotta say this again..
I'VE BEEN ATTACKED BY THOSE FRIGGIN BLOOD-SUCKERS!

according to caryn, my blood is too sweet for them to resist.
why, thank you but..
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!!
even a tiny little insect wouldn't leave me in peace.
garh.

now what, i can't even rest? what's next?

2008-07-06T14:58:48Z

i was in a very good mood these days.
but obviously im not right now.
i don't hate him; im just angry.

this morning, i had to go for my physics tuition for 2 hours there.
i was kinda tired because i had to wake up quite early today,
and i usually don't wake up until 11.
then after lunch, i did my history notes until it was 3 something..
i didn't have the time to sleep eventhough i was really really sleepy at that time.
the history notes was ENDLESS.
later at 3.30pm, i went for accounts tuition again for another 2 hours.
[ yeah, double tuition on sundays, but no tuitions during weekdays ]
at night, i did my summary homework.
and finally i figured i could take a break.

i still got tons of homework, of course..
but I NEED TO REST.

so, i decided to watch hana yori dango again since zian is currently watching it too..
then suddenly, my dad came in.
and he started scolding me for watching show.
im like, i just finished my homework? can't i rest?

UGRHHHHHHHHH.
im so freaking tired now.
and i can barely open my eyes anymore.
maybe, sleeping helps?
he ruined my happy day completely.

chinese debate

2008-07-02T15:28:18Z

it's 11pm right now.
im pretty tired but decided to blog anyway..

so, today i had my first debate...
in chinese.
i was like, i can barely speak in mandarin and now i havta debate??
the title was, should examinations be abolished?
YESSSSS!!
unfortunately, our group was supposed to say no.
and the worse part is, the opposing team consists of 4 used-to-be chinese-ed girls and lee julin.

now, tell me..
HOW ON EARTH ARE WE GONNA COMPETE WITH THAT?!
xD

our chinese class teacher, miss ang was like,
" no worries.. you havta deal with the pros to be a pro yourself.. "
RIGHT.thankfully, 3 of the ex chinese-ed girls had to go home early. *JOYS!*
so, the debate carried on without them.

jonie, zian and me VS chinese ed girl and julin
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
the debate was a big joke.
we were laughing our ass off by the way we spoke.

"wo jue de.. we shouldn't abolish..."
"hey, chinese!! chinese!!"
"oh, urmm.. how do you say that in chinese? wo bu zhi dao la!"

guess what, it was actually fun.
SURPRISINGLY.
:)

kevjumba

2008-06-30T08:32:08Z

im not dead yet.
and no, my dad did not lock the computer.
[ thank goodness!! ] :D
but first of all, sorry for neglecting my blog again, i've been lazy..
as usual.

i've got alot to post but i don't have much time right now.
i've got english essay, siviks essay and addmaths homework..
so, i'd keep this short. :)

well, just so you know, i've been pretty crazy over kevjumba nowadays.
he's one of those people who got famous by posting up their videos in youtube.
nahhhh... not by singing [ remember marie digby, anyone? ]
but as a comedian. yes, comedian!
seriously, i think his videos are awesome.